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Blacklisted
00:54
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Sideways, I’ve been looking at you sideways
There’s a lack of cognition to a synapse in my brain
I know, I know, it feels like walking on a tight rope, tight rope
And don’t tell me that I should have known, should have known, to not trust you
What I want
Is and explanation
Not indignation
Give me a clue
Time machine
I bet you wish you had a time machine
So you could turn back time and tell me “I told you so”
And I don’t know what I need to do, but if I don’t do anything it’s all right.
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February 20th
02:29
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Take me to
A cabin in the woods
I’ll create some time
For Myself in nature
Lately, I’ve been bogged down
Gotta push through the last semester
If I could sleep at night
That might make things better
I need some time
To keep myself preoccupied
I’ll just sit on this stump and think about my life
Sometimes a sliver tongue can keep me in line
And sometimes without it I’d be fine
So I’ll spend some time
With my gorgeous wife
And blow off the things that don’t go right
I see an end
To any sadness
And I’m proud of the work I’ve put in
Let’s drink some tea and explore the country
The future is more than it seems
Let’s go on a cruise like we’re retired
And leave the states behind
Even without money and not owning anything
I am truly happy
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what's with the staring?
am i unwillingly on display?
is my queerness offensive?
or are you just upset to be attracted to me?
i've got fists of fury
and i use them freely
so don't even think about trying to touch me
call me a killjoy
i'm not your fucktoy
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i've heard home's where the heart is
but i don't feel welcome in this body
i pick at my skin to try to escape it
but i know that it's pointless
that's okay
i can fake a smile my whole life
make it habit and hobby
become my own enemy
a new day
another way to let down everyone
i've heard the truth is out there
but it hurts when you find it
like i'd sell my soul to a second rate demon
for a chance to feel human
that's all right
i'll just hold my tongue my whole life
proficient passivity
played off as serenity
a new day
another way to let down everyone
wherever i am
whoever i'll be
i'll always carry insecurities with me
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